Okay - so I've been getting on the scale but haven't been able to actually open my eyes to see those numbers :-) Today at my Mom 2 Mom's meeting, a friend of mine asked about my blog and I bluntly told her that I hadn't been able to look at the scale - yeah, I've been on it... just could NOT open my eyes!!! So, I decided to suck it up and just DO IT!!!! So here goes.... aarrggghhh, I hate this.... the scale read : 234!!!!! YUCK!!!! I have alot of work to do!!!! but I'm not goingn to drown myself in a bag of chips becasue of this..... Just going to have Taco Bell for dinner :-)
Now, that the hard part is over, tomorrow I'll tell you what I eat in a typical day... Then, I'll decide a plan for the next day and we'll continue from there.... I really want to be that hot mom... I want to feel pretty again - my goal is to get down to a size 8 maybe 10... I was almost a 4 before I got pregnant with Sarah Liz and my body didn't really recover before I got pregnant with Noah.... I don't want to be that small agian - my head was too big for my body - I just didn't look right.... But it felt sooo darn good to be in those little jeans... but I will be thrilled with an 8 or even a 10!!!!
Talk to you tomorrow!!!! Woo HOo we're on our way!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Gearing up.....
Hi, my name is Heather. I am writing this blog so that I can keep track of my weight loss and hopefully help someone else. I plan to try and keep myself accountable.... let's see how well that goes...
I have to say, I'm not a writer, I'm definetly not great at using proper grammer... but this is real and uninhibited. My spelling might not be that terrific either. :-) I do promise to be honest about what I eat, what I'm feeling that day and why... you never know what can help someone else. This may not always be about food --- it may be about why I ate that half a bag of chips in one sitting... i.e. my kids, my 'husband', my horrible ex-husband, or my family....
So, tomorrow.... I am going to weigh myself... I did this about a month ago needless to say I wasn't happy with what I saw. That was the first time since I got pregnant with my now 3 year old - well the first time I actually LOOKED at the scale - I never allowed my midwife to tell me what I weighed.... didn't want to get depressed - God forbid I face reality! :-) So for now I'll sign off... I will be telling myself that no matter what the scale says... It's fixable.. It will all be okay.
Bye for now :-)
H
I have to say, I'm not a writer, I'm definetly not great at using proper grammer... but this is real and uninhibited. My spelling might not be that terrific either. :-) I do promise to be honest about what I eat, what I'm feeling that day and why... you never know what can help someone else. This may not always be about food --- it may be about why I ate that half a bag of chips in one sitting... i.e. my kids, my 'husband', my horrible ex-husband, or my family....
So, tomorrow.... I am going to weigh myself... I did this about a month ago needless to say I wasn't happy with what I saw. That was the first time since I got pregnant with my now 3 year old - well the first time I actually LOOKED at the scale - I never allowed my midwife to tell me what I weighed.... didn't want to get depressed - God forbid I face reality! :-) So for now I'll sign off... I will be telling myself that no matter what the scale says... It's fixable.. It will all be okay.
Bye for now :-)
H
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