Wednesday, November 17, 2010


Okay - so I've been getting on the scale but haven't been able to actually open my eyes to see those numbers :-)   Today at my Mom 2 Mom's meeting, a friend of mine asked about my blog and I bluntly told her that I hadn't been able to look at the scale - yeah, I've been on it... just could NOT open my eyes!!!   So, I decided to suck it up and just DO IT!!!!  So here goes....   aarrggghhh, I hate this....   the scale read : 234!!!!!   YUCK!!!!   I have alot of work to do!!!!  but I'm not goingn to drown myself in a bag of chips becasue of this..... Just going to have Taco Bell for dinner :-)

Now, that the hard part is over, tomorrow I'll tell you what I eat in a typical day... Then, I'll decide a plan for the next day and we'll continue from there....   I really want to be that hot mom...   I want to feel pretty again  - my goal is to get down to a size 8 maybe 10... I was almost a 4 before I got pregnant with Sarah Liz and my body didn't really recover before I got pregnant with Noah....  I don't want to be that small agian -  my head was too big for my body - I just didn't look right....   But it felt sooo darn good to be in those little jeans... but I will be thrilled with an 8 or even a 10!!!! 

Talk to you tomorrow!!!!   Woo HOo we're on our way!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Gearing up.....

Hi, my name is Heather.  I am writing this blog so that I can keep track of my weight loss and hopefully help someone else.  I plan to try and keep myself accountable....   let's see how well that goes... 

I have to say, I'm not a writer, I'm definetly not great at using proper grammer...  but this is real and uninhibited. My spelling might not be that terrific either. :-)    I do promise to be honest about what I eat, what I'm feeling that day and why... you never know what can help someone else.  This may not always be about food --- it may be about why I ate that half a bag of chips in one sitting...  i.e. my kids, my 'husband', my horrible ex-husband, or my family....

So, tomorrow.... I am going to weigh myself...  I did this about a month ago needless to say I wasn't happy with what I saw.  That was the first time since I got pregnant with my now 3 year old - well the first time I actually LOOKED at the scale -  I never allowed my midwife to tell me what I weighed.... didn't want to get depressed  - God forbid I face reality!  :-)  So for now I'll sign off... I will be telling myself that no matter what the scale says... It's fixable.. It will all be okay.

Bye for now :-)